"My life is not an apology, but a life. It is for itself and not for a spectacle. I much prefer that it should be of a lower strain, so it be genuine and equal, than that it should be glittering and unsteady."

- Emerson

This Is My Protest

To live happily, joyfully,
To give love freely and
Cherish childlike innocence

Despite everything I’ve 

Learned in this world

This is my protest -

To spite fear

Sadness

Anger

Loss

Grief

By continuing to spread 

Love and laughter 

Unwavering

To triumph over the cruelty 

Of this bitter world.

Draft from 12/15/12, 1:24am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:24pm.

Internet is brokeded. I'm stuck using my phone. I has cold and feel like crapola. And now I'm just going through my camera roll and deciding to post my own pictures. I don't shop all that often but I got sum new clotheZ last week. Old Navy for the ulti win with this outfit.

Draft from 3/6/12, 2:31am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:23pm.

Draft from 3/5/12, 10:24pm.

Published 2/2/22, 12:22pm.

Sugarrrrrr. How I desire you so.

Draft from 1/31/11, 12:27am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:21pm.

Draft from 2/3/11, 3:30pm.

Published 2/2/22, 12:20pm.

To be a single double strand.

Draft from 12/15/10, 3:59am.
Published 2/2/22, 12:19pm.

Clearly this mother fucker has NOT seen Click.

Draft from 11/30/10, 1:08pm.
Published 2/2/22,12:17pm.
(Broken link - note to self - include written titles of videos posted.)

Such a guilty pleasure of love.

Draft from 11/19/10, 3:32am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:16pm.

Everyone seems to be getting sick and I don't wanna.

Draft from 11/15/10, 5:12pm.
Published 2/2/22, 12:15pm.

Draft from 11/7/10, 9:31pm.

Published 2/2/22, 12:12pm.

So much is happening.

Draft from 11/4/10, 2:48am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:11pm.

(Background context - suicidal ideation)

Goodnight.

Draft from 10/7/10, 4:08pm.

Published 2/2/22, 12:10pm.

"Friendship is as delicate as glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"

Draft from 10/5/10, 12:31am.

Published 2/2/22, 12:08pm.

I hope the last line of this never comes true, especially because the other lines are already true.

Is this thing on?

I come back to this blog every so often and peruse old posts. 

It makes me wish I continued posting over the last 8 years so I could have some record of those snippets of time.

Perhaps I shall start again.

Ideal.